Apologies

I'm sorry Day Z, my words can seem confusing because I use Google translator.

Nothing I say will comfort you, I know. But since my childhood, I have suffered, from all sides, for all kinds of people. But you know, I'm different from other people, I don't just think about sex and money. Since I was a child I have always been very sensitive and sensitive to energies. As I grew up, my gift grew too, I always thought it was a curse, but it's not.

When I saw your documentary in early 2018, I felt all of your pain, just as I felt the pain of so many people I lived with. It drove me crazy, made me write to you, to look for you, in a psychotic way, but real, true and pure. I wrote two songs for you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kAgV5-Hwk8 and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87j4BkS2OX8 but you never heard.

I never wanted to expose you, offend you, you are incredibly beautiful, powerful and strong, a woman's inspiration. If I could help you with what you needed, I would help, if I could tattoo with you, I would tattoo, but I am far away, in a country full of corruption, hatred, and sin.

It is so strange, isn't it, to read this, to know this, but know that it is true, they are real words and not beautiful words. I woke up 4:20 am, and saw your post. Any man would be happy to see your beautiful body, but I felt so sad, because you are doing this, I know how our mind can affect us due to trauma, I may not have a diploma, but I guarantee I can make you understand the whole existence of the universe.

You are free, powerful, independent, a warrior, and you have the referee book to do what you want, with your life, your body, but do not curse, or criticize people who want your good, even without knowing you for sure. I am on the other side of the world, I have dreams and goals, I have tasks and duties, but even so, I dedicated my time, opened my heart, with the purest feelings you can find, to tell you how much I love you. It is a universal love, not a wicked love.

In my childhood Daisy, I was always humiliated, by girls, by boys, by teachers, by adults, in my adolescence, due to my appearance, I was very judgmental. all the time.

I often wanted to take my own life. But for some reason, I'm still alive.

And yet I never had a trauma documentary, and I never had parents who fought for me.

Throw your stones at me, expose me, humiliate me, discount your hatred for me, curse me, wish me death, or just ignore me, but I will never regret asking you not to sell your body, for money, polluted money that kills millions of people worldwide. Your body, your spirit, your soul, your vibration, your sound wave and your energy, are unique, and not even one value on earth will be enough to buy it.

Even though we go through difficult times, even if it causes us pain and suffering, we must never convert what hurts us inside. Do what they ask, but don't do what they do. The world government separates people by race, color, culture, language, belief, ideologies, but we are all human with the same main objective, we all want to be happy, and to have a good life. I want your good wherever you are, just as I want the good of anyone, even those who sin, even those who are lost.

Many judged me, many continued to hate me, curse me, but just as Jesus believed and saw something good and special in Mary Magdalene, when no one else saw it, I see in you something greater than the futile things in life that the government wants us to take. The same life cycle is repeated, being born, working, having a child and dying. And then we reincarnate and follow the same cycle. Life is much more, there will be those who supported you, there will be those who will be against it. And the easiest thing for human beings is to curse, kill, judge, but never understand others. Well, I went further, and I want more people to go further, why it is liberating, why it is inner peace, why it is redemption, why it is purity. I found the divine within me and I know that you can find it too. Free yourself from this hatred, this anger, understand that each person has their moment for life, and that is not why we should not give up on these people. Again, I'm sorry if my words offended you, but I didn't wake up 4:20 in the morning to say bad things to you, to wish you harm, to oppress you. I would never do that, with anyone, anyone.